Became a Medieval Fantasy Wizard

Chapter 258

TL/Editor: raei

Status: 5/week mon-fri

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Ian quietly listened to Elia's story.

"It's just... with the black wizard's attack and everything... Father and the Duke must be worried, so maybe I should return to our domain..."

It was an understandable concern.

Elia was a young woman who had just entered her twenties.

Even in this world where people married early and grew up fast, twenty was still just twenty.

An age busy worrying about the future.

With nothing set in stone yet, she was thinking hard about what kind of future she should live.

And Ian understood exactly what kind of worry this was.

Because the Ian from his past life had already gone through these same concerns.

"If I may ask - are you wanting to return home because of the black wizard? Or because things aren't going as planned?"

"..."

Elia didn't continue.

Ian sensed it.

Though both were factors, the decisive reason must be her sense of failure.

"If it's because of the black wizard, staying at the university would actually be safer. Traveling with mediocre guards could be dangerous."

"...Thank you for the advice. But I want to go back to our domain."

"As I thought. It's because of your worries."

What an unnecessarily sharp man.

Since things had come to this, Elia decided to speak her mind freely.

"When the black wizard attacked, I felt so worthless I couldn't stand it."

"Worthless?"

"Yes. While you and Kira were desperately fighting to survive... I was just frozen in fear, unable to do anything."

Ian comforted her in a calm voice.

"That's perfectly natural. It's normal for untrained people to freeze up when attacked."

"Then did Kira receive combat training?"

...That wasn't it.

Kira was naturally brave, and had grown used to combat from traveling with Ian.

"She didn't, and neither did I."

"Ian. If you're going to say everyone has different strengths, I already know that. I was just disappointed in myself for failing to meet my own standards." RἁNȱ????ÊS̈

Her own standards, huh.

Ian thought about it. It seemed Elia had set herself an incredibly high bar and was now berating herself for failing to clear it.

She apparently wanted to show herself as capable in various ways.

"I'm not sure what areas you think you're lacking in."

"...Really?"

Elia spoke with a slightly mocking tone.

"I can think of countless things - failing to manage my followers who caused trouble, not noticing the black wizard disguised among them!"

"..."

"Even the dinner I tried to treat you to was mediocre! And freezing up when the monsters appeared! Everything! Don't you think I'm completely inadequate?"

Elia glared at Ian as she spoke.

"If I were Kira, would things have turned out the same?"

Ian shook his head.

"I don't understand why you're comparing yourself to Kira."

"..."

Elia stared at Ian with a truly dissatisfied expression.

Why compare herself to Kira?

Because Kira was so much better than her!

Until now, Elia had thought of Kira as someone roughly equal to her - a kind of rival.

Someone irritating and bothersome, but whose abilities she acknowledged.

But...

During this festival, Kira's performance had been in a league Elia could never reach.

Not just her ability to handle black wizards.

But her skill at capturing people's attention and...

...even her techniques for gaining Ian's interest. Everything.

If their positions had been switched, would things have turned out like this?

"Ian. Tell me. If I were to ask you out right now, could you say yes?"

"??? What's with this sudden..."

"Just answer!"

Ian was baffled but answered anyway.

"I'd say it's too sudden."

"So that's a rejection?"

"...Yeah?"

"Then what about Kira?"

Ian looked at Elia with a strange expression.

What did this Imperial Princess eat? Why's she suddenly playing matchmaker...

"I'd reject her too."

"WHAT?!"

Ian felt slightly annoyed.

Like, I just said no, why are you so shocked? Did I commit some terrible sin?

This must be why women hate guys who confess mindlessly.

The 'Kira Laventa' wizard that you envied and admired... was actually a fake created through acting.

That's what Kira was saying.

Ian was slightly surprised.

He'd expected Kira to help, but hadn't expected her to be this proactive.

After all, Elia and Kira hadn't exactly been on good terms.

'But Kira went that far...'

Ian seized the opportunity to speak to Elia.

"Everyone makes mistakes as they live. Lady Elia. Not properly understanding your followers, failing to deal with the black wizard - they're all just mistakes."

"Ian..."

"The perfect superhuman you imagine doesn't exist. Even Kira here became the current Kira through countless failures and trial and error. Being fascinated by surface-level illusions is unbecoming of a wizard."

Elia hung her head low.

If she looked at Ian's face right now... she felt like she might cry.

She felt unreasonably upset.

Why hadn't Ian enrolled earlier?

No.

Why hadn't she met Ian earlier?

If Ian had been close to her earlier...

She might not have had to feel today's sadness.

'I really... don't want to lose him.'

She couldn't stay depressed when Ian was comforting her like this.

Elia lifted her head with a much more relaxed expression.

The young man with black hair swaying in the wind was looking at her.

"You're right. Ian...! I am studying magic after all!"

"Yes. Please stay. Elia. As the Imperial Princess that people can trust and rely on."

All kinds of emotions swirled in Elia's chest as she looked at Ian.

But none of them were negative.

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"That was quite bold of you~"

Before parting at the women's dormitory, Elia had a brief chat with Kira.

Kira had confessed that she normally put on an act.

Depending on how it was used, this could become a weakness for Kira.

It could become a weapon for those who disliked her to slander her with.

Kira smiled quietly and said to Elia:

"That's because it was my true feelings."

When Kira extended her hand.

Elia gently pushed it away.

Kira's expression stiffened slightly.

"There are too many eyes here~ There are many who wouldn't want us to be friendly~"

"...What do you mean?"

Elia let out a small laugh.

Kira was an excellent wizard but not an excellent leader.

"Commoners trust and follow you, while nobles trust and follow me. If we're seen as close friends, wouldn't that weaken their faith in their leaders?"

Elia whispered in Kira's ear:

"Clear your schedule later~ Let's go out secretly, just the two of us~!"

Kira had shown her true self to Elia.

Elia didn't dislike that Kira. If anything, she was starting to like her.

A friend who shared genuine feelings - very different from her followers' blind expectations.

She wanted to get to know Kira better.

...And incidentally, gossip about Ian too.

"See you next time~!"

After parting with Elia, Kira returned to her room and sat on her bed.

Though she'd cleared up past misunderstandings and had a heartfelt conversation with her...

This actually hadn't been planned.

If she hadn't heard Ian's 'words', she might have been much more cautious about opening up.

'Though I said I didn't hear anything.'

That was a lie.

She had been watching everything since Ian and Elia went up the tower.

[Ian. Tell me. If I were to ask you out right now, could you say yes?]

[I'd say it's too sudden.]

[Then what about Kira?]

[I'd reject her too.]

'That's... right...'

It was an obvious answer.

Why would Ian, who was going well with Countess Talian, mess with Kira and abandon his girlfriend?

It was such a sensible, wholesome decision.

'Ian is... really a good man...'

As a woman, she even felt proud of such an answer.

...But.

'What was I expecting? You idiot.'

Kira slowly curled up, covering her face with her palms.

...Though she should be blessing Ian and Lucy's relationship.

She hated and despised herself for being unable to do so.

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