LRAB 213. Past Experiences
213. Past Experiences
Seeing the troubled look on Little Fairy Doctor's face, Xiao Yan smiled and said, "If it's just a strange fire, then you don't need to worry."
Little Fairy Doctor looked at Xiao Yan with a puzzled expression, and Xiao Yan flicked his finger.
A tiny purplish-red flame appeared, and then Xiao Yan activated the Burning Technique, forcibly separating the purplish-red flame into three completely different flames: blood-red, cyan, and dark blue.
Little Fairy Doctor had already advanced to the Dou Zun level. Looking at the three flames hovering in the air, how could she not know that they were three complete Strange Flames! The most difficult part of refining the poison pill was now the first to be completed!
A glint of surprise flashed in Little Fairy Doctor's eyes as she asked, "You actually possess three different kinds of strange flames, and you've absorbed them all into your body simultaneously?"
Seeing Little Fairy Doctor's disbelief, Xiao Yan gently touched his nose and said, "It was just a coincidence, a stroke of luck."
Looking at the three different flames before her, Little Fairy Doctor said, "If all we need to do is collect the magic core of the Heavenly Poison Scorpion Dragon Beast and the Bodhi Incarnation Saliva, it will be much easier."
"Don't worry, it will definitely work."
When Little Fairy Doctor learned of the method to control the Calamity Poison Body, the joy on her face didn't last long before turning into a trace of sorrow.
"Xiao Yan, have I killed many people?"
Seeing that Xiao Yixian was clearly downcast, Xiao Yan gently comforted her, "You were affected by the Calamity Poison Body, it's not your fault."
"Don't hide it from me, tell me exactly how much."
"According to the preliminary statistics of the Gama Empire, there are approximately 500,000."
Xiao Yan noticed that Xiao Yixian's emotions were not quite right at the moment. However, the two had been separated for about three years. During these three years, Xiao Yixian had actually managed to surpass him in strength. Even though the Calamity Poison Body could continuously strengthen its power by taking poison, Xiao Yixian's experiences were no less than his own. Therefore, Xiao Yan respected Xiao Yixian's thoughts and did not hide anything from her.
"Five hundred thousand..." Little Fairy Doctor's voice trembled slightly: "Xiao Yan, would you like to hear my story?"
Xiao Yan simply sat cross-legged next to Little Fairy Doctor and said frankly, "Go on, I'm listening."
"After I parted ways with you, I went to the Izumo Empire."
"At that time, I was still studying the contents of the Seven-Colored Scripture Reading, so I stayed at the home of an elderly couple who had no children."
"The two elders treated me very well, like their own son, so I lived in that small mountain village for a year."
"Although the Izumo Empire has always coveted the Gama Empire, that small mountain village is indeed a kind and simple place with honest and kind people."
"During this time, I kept thinking, maybe I should stop taking the medication and just live a simple life as a doctor."
Hearing this, Little Fairy Doctor's face darkened. Xiao Yan naturally knew that Little Fairy Doctor also longed to become a physician or even an alchemist. If alchemists were the darlings of the continent, a top profession that everyone had to respect, then poison masters were beings that inspired both fear and disgust.
Little Fairy Doctor extends her palm, and poisonous gas slowly gathers and swirls upon it, looking extremely eerie. Little Fairy Doctor is not only a poison master, but also the most powerful among poison masters, a born poison master—the Calamity Poison Body.
"The allure and temptation of poison ultimately proved irresistible to me. Throughout the year, I continued to consume poison, and my strength steadily increased with each dose."
"In just one year, I've already become a Fighting Spirit!"
"But when I advanced to the Dou Ling level, it was also the first time I completely lost control."
"I personally killed everyone in the village. They were all poisoned to death by the gas released by the Calamity Poison Body's eruption, including a baby less than a month old. My parents fell in front of me, and there wasn't even a trace of blame in their eyes. It was me... I killed them..."
But glistening tears kept streaming down Little Fairy Doctor's cheeks. At this moment, Little Fairy Doctor was already sobbing uncontrollably, her voice full of self-blame.
Xiao Yan took Little Fairy Doctor's soft hand in his. At this moment, no words could be more powerful than actions.
This happened within a year of their separation, and Xiao Yan could guess how much self-blame Xiao Yi Xian would feel, and how many nights she would shed tears for it.
After a short while, Little Fairy Doctor gradually regained control of her emotions and began to cry.
He continued, "After that, I left the village and continued to buy poison and strengthen myself by relying on my own abilities."
"As you should know, the Izumo Empire can be described as a paradise for poison masters. In less than a year, not only did my strength improve by leaps and bounds, but I also established my own faction, the Poison Sect, within the Izumo Empire. They even gave me a nickname."
"The Poisonous Woman!"
Hearing this, Xiao Yan couldn't help but raise an eyebrow. Such a title could only be earned through one's own strength. Little Fairy Doctor had probably killed far more people and done far more than Xiao Yan himself.
"It's just that because of the unusual actions of the Gama Empire, I was unable to develop my power peacefully and had to take action against the Gama Empire. That's why I lost control and became mentally unstable when I was breaking through the bottleneck."
"When my cultivation went out of control, it was completely uncontrollable. I thought I would definitely become a terrible demon and die at the hands of experts from various countries."
"I never expected to see you the moment I woke up, and my strength has actually broken through to the Dou Zun realm!"
"But all my cultivation was acquired through killing."
"I poisoned my mother, killed the two elderly people who took me in, and poisoned hundreds of thousands of innocent people. In the end, I will kill everyone."
Little Fairy Doctor looked at her hands, the terrifying battle qi within her body constantly reminding her of her power, but there was no joy on her face from having mastered such power, only sorrow.
Xiao Yan gently pulled Little Fairy Doctor into his arms, stroking her long hair and softly comforting her, "None of this was your intention. You are also a victim. Don't blame yourself too much."
Little Fairy Doctor's previously lonely and self-reproachful heart seemed to have found solace, and she leaned on Xiao Yan's shoulder and cried, her tears even wetting Xiao Yan's clothes.
Xiao Yan simply stayed quietly by Xiao Yi Xian's side, waiting for her to vent her inner emotions.
During the month that Little Fairy Doctor waited for Xiao Yan, although she couldn't remember everything, she could still sense some fragments.
The pressure she felt from the indiscriminate killing of innocent people was immense, and it wasn't until this moment that she finally let it all out.
Seeing that Little Fairy Doctor in his arms had almost finished crying, Xiao Yan asked a question at the right time, hoping to divert Little Fairy Doctor's attention.
"What unusual activity has occurred in the Gama Empire that has you in such a hurry?"
"At that time, the Poison Sect under my control was one of the largest forces in the Izumo Empire. However, the Gama Empire suddenly launched an attack, wiping out the Mad Wolf Gang that was lying in ambush in the Gama Empire. Yunshan also emerged from seclusion at the same time. Izumo thought that the Gama Empire was preparing to start a war, and several major forces were put on hold. We had no choice but to prepare for war with the Gama Empire. At that time, I was still a Dou Huang. In order to take advantage of the disturbance to control the Izumo Empire and forcibly increase my strength, I lost my composure."