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Ningzi couldn't control her mouth; she told all sorts of lies, and even her entire body, except for her brain, had to believe them.
Uh...
"what?"
Su Shi stared wide-eyed in disbelief.
This thing... is it fake...?
“It’s true, it’s true, Su Shi, I was the one who dragged you to the band that day.”
It wasn't me, it wasn't me... Please stop talking like this...
"No, that's not me, I don't want to say this anymore... I wish you happiness and that you can run away quickly..."
If you don't leave now, you'll never be able to turn back, Nagasaki Motoyo.
Toyokawa Ningko silently muttered to herself, but when it came to things like dragging Su Shi into the mess and smearing her with her own colors, she remained silent.
Hmm, hehe, this seems kind of interesting...
“Xiao Ning…”
This person is sick, what's wrong with them...
Still trying to persuade them to stay...
Ch176. Buy a bicycle and chase me!
Still trying to save it, still trying to save it…
That's really insane.
arrogant.
The purpose is unknown.
It doesn't distinguish between true and false.
Motoyo Nagasaki is mentally ill.
The hesitation in Toyokawa Ningko's eyes vanished in an instant; she began to regret trying to dissuade the other person.
Su Shi keeps pestering me, does she think I'm easy to talk to?
What did she take Toyokawa Ningko for? Did she really think she was a pure and innocent high school girl?
Are you so satisfied with your life that you're thinking of... not letting go of my wrist?
This person really has no idea about the fate of her former band friends.
Why are you in such a hurry to be tortured?
"Hurry up and leave, or you'll suffer the consequences."
"I do not!"
Okay, you don't.
You said it yourself.
Ningzi's expression changed instantly.
"Is that so, Su Shi? Let go of me. You don't want me to leave, do you?"
A gentle and kind smile bloomed on Toyokawa Ningko's face, a smile you'd probably only see a few times in your life.
Her smile was so beautiful that even the setting sun hesitated for a moment.
"Xiao Ning?"
Nagasaki Motoyo finally saw that Toyokawa Neko was smiling at her, not at Hachiman Kairin.
The hairband fluttered naturally in the windless environment. Toyokawa Ningko turned around with her back to the sun, her amber eyes filled with longing and anticipation, and the corners of her mouth were raised in a beautiful arc.
The blue-haired girl parted her lips slightly and spoke:
“I am here, Su Shi, I have always been here.”
"I think you might have misunderstood me. You probably haven't misunderstood me, have you?"
Behind it is an unfinished building, and the nearby commercial street is not very lively during this prime time.
The place where I randomly got off the train was closer to Kyushu than to Ningzi's house; it seemed like Kagoshima was just a few steps away.
"There is no misunderstanding, although I have many questions in my mind."
Su Shi released Ning Zi's hand and clasped her hands together in front of her chest.
"But are you really the Xiao Xiang I remember? What part of the past 'Xiangzi' did you represent?"
"How dare you ask such a question directly?"
I've already warned you. Since you insist on staying here, I won't let you have a good ending, Nagasaki Motoyo.
Toyokawa Neko's smile remained unchanged:
"Fifty percent, or even sixty percent, it's just a pity that I'm not the one who ignores you in the end."
"What? How could this be..."
"Actually, Su Shi is still very important to me, but in the hearts of the other 40%, Su Shi may not be so important."
"!"
Toyokawa Ningko reached out and stroked Su Shi's cheeks. She liked soft, bouncy cheeks, and Su Shi's cheeks were just such well-preserved treasures.
"I've always been concerned about Su Shi. The person who went to the coffee shop last time wasn't Ningzi, but the Xiangzi from your memory. I tried to stop her, but I didn't succeed."
Sorry, Xiangzi, I betrayed you... You'll forgive me, right? I'll warm your bed for you tonight.
Ningzi has recently mastered the art of lying through her teeth.
She took in Su Shi's stunned expression, and the frustration in her heart was transformed into pure joy by Su Shi's reaction.
Be enveloped by lies, and you won't have a chance to think, because gentle words and flattering remarks will inevitably follow.
"Xiao Ning?! That..."
Sure enough, Nagasaki Motoyo's brain was already on fire.
Now someone who looks exactly like Xiangzi is telling her that Xiangzi was actually played by two different people?
And one of them had a very bad impression of her, even hated her?
Is the man in front of her the one who likes her, Xiangzi?
What is all this...?
"Don't doubt me, Su Shi. Believe me, I can prove it to you."
Ningzi began to avoid her verbal tic and reduce the probability of making mistakes.
"prove?"
Ningzi said she wanted to prove it to me?
Motoyo Nagasaki wanted to say "okay," but her brain trembled as she was about to utter the words.
wrong!
Ningzi is testing me!
Suddenly I realized, it all happened in the blink of an eye!
Once again, Nagasaki Motoyo, with her extraordinary wisdom, understood the deeper meaning behind Toyokawa Neko's words.
Ningzi was testing him. If he really let Ningzi prove herself, then the other party would definitely distance herself from him, just like that Xiangzi who disliked Su Shi…
Now, all she can rely on is the man in front of her who claims to be "Xiangzi who likes Su Shi".
But there was still one thing Nagasaki Motoyo didn't understand.
"Xiao Ning...did you quit the band because you were sick?"
Su Shi did not directly point out that it was a mental illness, in order to leave herself room to maneuver when she spoke.
"Yes, you found out... I'm sorry for keeping it from you... Only Su Shi knows about this, Su Shi, you must keep it a secret for me."
"I'm the only one who knows?! Fine, I'll take this to my grave."
"Seriously, what an idiot, Su Shi."
Toyokawa Ningko stopped looking at the amusing girl and walked away from the city on her own.
Her voice, clear and ethereal, echoed in Nagasaki Motoyo's ears:
"Su Shi, go buy a bicycle. I'll be waiting for you up ahead. I trust you won't let me down."
"A bicycle? What does Xiao Ning need that for?"
"Don't ask too many questions, okay? I don't like children who ask too many questions... But if Su Shi is obedient, I can tell you more, and I might even give you a small reward."
"!!!"
I guess I'm still trapped in the world of illusion, aren't I...?
A mirage? When...?
As Nagasaki Motoyo watched the blue-haired beauty's figure disappear into the distance, far from the city, her brief joy turned into anxiety.
"A bicycle? Where am I supposed to find a bicycle?"
Su Shi squatted at the intersection for several minutes before she saw a young woman slowly riding her bicycle past.
"Wait a minute! Sister!"
Nagasaki Motoyo hurriedly chased after her, afraid that if she slowed down even a little bit, she wouldn't be able to find Ningzi anymore.
"Ah? What's wrong?"
"This card has one million yen in it, but no PIN. Please sell me the bicycle! I really need it!"
"Huh? I can sell it to you, but it doesn't need to cost that much... The clothes you're wearing are the school uniform of Tsukimori, right? You can't spend money like that even if you have it."
Shiina Maki recognized her junior, but the other person seemed too anxious to recognize her.
"I've lent you the car. I'll have my sister go to Moon Forest to get it from you next time."
"Thank you so much! Thank you so much!"
Nagasaki Motoyo was panting heavily and couldn't hear what her senior was saying.
Her bangs were soaked with sweat, and beads of sweat slid into her eyes, making Nagasaki Motoyo feel like the world was blurry.
She hopped on her bicycle and chased after Toyokawa Ningko in the direction she had gone.
“Daily life in Nagasaki seems quite fulfilling.”
Shiina Maki shook her head:
"Xiao Lixi should still be in contact with her, right?"
Chapter 177. It was my fault after all…
"Oh dear, I'm practically a homeless person!"
The road here is getting more and more remote, and Ningzi feels like she's almost reached the outskirts of the city.
The roadside is covered with sparse grass, which turns into muddy ground perfect for pigs to wallow in when it rains.
She even heard wolves howling, but Ningzi guessed that it was probably due to a mental lapse.
Schizophrenia is like this: a mentally ill person can simply devote themselves to the episode, trying to create scenes that normal people cannot encounter, and giving the patient a glimpse of the world's richness and color. However, mentally ill patients have many more things to consider.
The screeching sound of bicycles gliding across the road behind her was getting louder and louder, accompanied by the sound of bells. Ningzi knew that her carefully chosen little darling was chasing after her.
This child has already missed the last chance... Since that's the case, since you're willing to recklessly dump your heavy emotions on me, then I'll give you the same in return.
Toyokawa Ningko turned her head to the side, her gaze drifting behind her, the curve of her lips becoming increasingly pronounced.
We've now left the city limits. If we keep going... and keep going a long way, we'll see the sea.
What was the name of that coast again? My mother took Xiangzi there when he was a child. Xiangzi said that the sea was black at night, like ink.
Come quickly, Motoyo Nagasaki…
Come and embrace the mental illness you've chosen...
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