Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 250 Preparing to Dream

Life is constantly growing.

Just like I could never accept carrots at first.

I hate a lot of things.

I hate a lot of people.

Looking back...

My life has nothing but disgust.

Let's cheer up again...

Swing the sword of hope towards the bad life!

My tomorrow is in my hands today!

I won't give up on myself anymore!

My future will not be dark!

After finishing the meal, everyone was happy and returned to their rooms, hugging their legs with their hands.

Sitting on the bed, unable to fall asleep, I learned so much today that I need to slowly let my memory return.

There's still a little left, the potion will be ready tomorrow...

Should I try it tomorrow night? Should I risk my life to try it? Really... then give it a try!

You are not someone who is content with the status quo, right? You always want your life to be more exciting, right? That's it. Hold on to your expectations for the future and do something that is impossible to accomplish...

As long as you can get close to those... it will be more beneficial to your research, right? I need more knowledge... I need to know more...

Even if it is called a taboo, it is necessary to know it... There is some relationship between taboo knowledge and the abyss... This is what my body tells me...

My physical condition is deteriorating faster than I thought... It's getting worse very quickly, very strangely, as if it's eroding my body... There's no way to completely remove this part, because if you force it, it'll be like taking out an organ...

When did it start? From the time I came into contact with knowledge... It's fickle, maybe one day I'll have the so-called last glimmer of hope...

It's not my idea to put everything on the table...

As for me, I will never put everything in the hands of others...even if I have to die, I have to die voluntarily!

And there is a high probability that he will not die this time. At most, he will be in a coma again. Maybe he will sleep for more than ten days? Or maybe he will just sleep a little longer...

“Give it a try…will you support me?” This sentence is asking the invisible person.

"Yes..." The voice was very soft, but I knew I had heard it correctly. The other party did respond to me...

"If possible, please help me..." I don't know what kind of mentality I had when I said this... I listened carefully to see if the other party refused.

"Call my name... Just call me... Never mind... If you need help... Hold the necklace in your hand... Bless you with safety..."

"I see...but...the name is...Norine Laner, right?"

After a long time, I heard a very quiet "hmm"...

"It's a very nice name, like lily of the valley..."

"Then I wish you a sweet dream..." After the other party said this, there was no further response. Well, it seems that I was talking to myself and made the other party angry?

"Goodbye." I ended the conversation, but I heard a response.

"Good night, child..."

Sure enough, he is from my parents' generation! How much older than me? Would he be more than ten years older? No, no, ten years is impossible! He should be at least 20 years older than me, right? And he doesn't look like someone from the real world. If he is from another world, he may be one or two thousand years older than me!

"Could it be an old man?"

As soon as this thought came to my mind, I recalled that gentle voice, and then shook my head suddenly. No, the voice was very young, so it couldn't be right!

"The voice sounds like a child... Could it be like the Tianshan Child-Fairy?" That kind of cute little boy...

It's totally like dancing on XP!

"This is so offensive, they probably won't hear it, right? If they do, there's nothing we can do..."

I was thinking about a lot of things and finally lying on the bed. Sure enough, the bed is the warmest place! After covering myself tightly with the quilt, I fell asleep...

There is everything in the dream. This time I dreamed about the past... some days that I don't want to think about at all...

That's what life is like, isn't it? There are always those bad days that follow you everywhere...

I went back to that time, but was forced to follow the plot... If I didn't follow the plot, I would choose to kill you all!

Well, my temper has become worse and worse. I wasn't like that before. When did it start?

I forgot, time has brought too much suffering... I have forgotten everything.

I forgot how disgusting my life was...

Life is disgusting like a living bug, so sad, but every day we are searching for the so-called meaning of living… But I just don’t want my parents to be sad because of this. Life is sad enough, isn’t it?

It is a sad life that gives us hope of living and facing the future...

I have been a little absent-minded since I woke up this morning. I don’t know why... Maybe it’s because I am about to face...

After preparing everything, I gave my child a few more instructions... My child asked me why it felt like a farewell between life and death?

"Don't you think it's amazing? Every time you fall asleep, you're not sure whether you'll wake up again... but people are obsessed with dreams... why? Why are dreams special to people?"

"Because dreams are a symbol of all that is good!"

After hearing this, I thought about it for a long time...

At that time, I had a positive attitude towards this statement.

That is the symbol of all that is good.

But dreams are also the source of all pain...

How beautiful

How painful

Children's dreams are full of miracles,

Adults’ dreams are full of memories.

But in my dreams...

Just constant regret.

I am looking forward to dreaming,

Finally I no longer dare to dream...

If I could go back to the past...

I won't look away

Even for a minute or a second

I will remember that smiling face

I will remember every moment...

such

Even if everything is irreversible

At least it's in my memories, right?

Sort those things into categories according to the requirements. The Lawrence family contract can be done later...

After everything was ready, I took a sedative before going to sleep...

I knew it would be hard for me to fall asleep because I was so excited, but I had to go into a deeper sleep to make sure I didn't give up halfway.

Before sleepiness hit me, I had already prepared everything.

With a sword in one hand and a necklace in the other, a terminal on my ear and a potion on my body, it was really uncomfortable to fall asleep like this, but I took the medicine...

Everything in reality can be substituted into dreams as long as it is in memory...

I had to be fully prepared and have a way to force myself to break free... I told the child that if he didn't wake up the next day, he should take off the terminal...