Chapter 549 It’s really bad…
Chapter 549 It’s really bad…
There was a feeling as if the soul was returning to the body. I began to move slowly, could move my fingers, and began to make normal sounds. It seemed as if I was getting closer to being a normal person.
But sometimes I feel like my soul is still outside my body. At this time, I need to be more quiet and think hard. It will take a long time for me to open my eyes before my soul returns to my body.
It's a very strange feeling, like your soul doesn't actually fit with your body...
My soul?
The soul cannot be reflected in the mirror, and the soul cannot be seen by others: But is my soul really the same as my body?
Maybe the souls are not exactly the same, maybe the souls are not the same at all!
But I cannot confirm what my soul looks like, and the mirror cannot reflect my face.
“……”It seems like I am thinking endlessly, am I really myself?
Why do I need to live in this tiny body?
On the fourth day, he was able to move around normally, control his body, and could even speak.
"It looks pretty good. It may take a little longer to recover, but at least you can speak normally now!" Friends are like this. They will be there to help you when you need them, and even if they can't be around, they will try their best to chat with you and make you happy.
"…Why am I me?"
"Hmm? You are indeed Nuolinxi, my friend Xiaoxi, so what does this sentence mean?"
"Why am I the one in this body?" Why me and not someone else? If another soul came into this body, would it make the same decision as me? Is that body also me? Is that body a person?
"Don't think too much. It's okay. You are still the original soul in this body. Nothing has changed."
"…Is that so?" My soul has been in this body since the beginning, so I am the soul of this body? But what if I am not? What if this body was just an ordinary empty shell from the beginning? !
After realizing this, he seemed to have figured out a lot of things. He lowered his head and said nothing.
"what happened?"
"I still feel dizzy..."
"The sun is shining brightly today. Wait a minute, when it gets a little warmer you can go out for a walk. I still have things to do. And these are the flowers that were just outside. I picked them for you!"
The blooming flower is in front of me, and I reach out to touch it. It feels like this flower is the touch of my soul and body.
Do flowers have souls?
As I thought about it, the flower began to wither as if its soul was slowly being drawn out...
When I came to my senses, the flower was still the same, and the withered look just now seemed non-existent. It was so strange, why did I have such an illusion?
The fantasy is mixed together, making it a little difficult to put into words.
"rain……"
"Well, what's wrong?" I turned my head and heard no one, so I responded subconsciously. But no one spoke. How could that be? How could that be?
"I will always watch over you..."
"……"what?
I don't know when the flower in my hand fell to the ground. After I reached out to pick it up, the flower was still the same as before, but it didn't seem as beautiful as before. Maybe it was just my feeling, or maybe I just felt it was strange.
"You seem to have changed a lot?" No one responded.
In a quiet place, I wandered, wandered, and wandered. When I could feel the fatigue of my body, I stopped and walked out of the room. The sunlight shone on my body. I seemed to hear someone talking about me, but when I turned around, there was nothing. Is someone looking at me?
I couldn't hear the whispers clearly, as if everyone passing by was talking about themselves, but clothing should be appropriate and I should be dressed normally, so what's wrong?
I ran back to my room, never wondering why I was like this. The self in the mirror seemed to be talking to me, so I smashed all the mirrors and threw them out.
The broken mirror and water surface, as if anything that could see her face, would make Norinxi even more anxious.
"How could this be? What the hell is this thing?!" Curled up alone in a quiet corner, too many memories were destroyed, as if I had returned to the time when I first arrived, as if I had returned to the person who had just decided to end his life because of the despair of life.
I returned to that 19-year-old girl, who, not long after coming here, felt the beauty of this world and decided to love this world seriously.
"Terminal...that's right...!" He tried several times to pick up the things on the bedside table, and almost all the other things fell to the ground. Finally, he held the terminal with trembling hands and put it on his ear.
"Respond to me I..."
"Nolinxi?"
The voice revealed doubt, and he couldn't see the face of the person in front of him. Who was it? Who was it? !
I felt something was left behind. Was it tears? No, it was a sticky feeling. Blood was flowing down...
Blood kept flowing down, all over my cheeks, my body, my chest, it seemed like everything was covered in blood, so much blood, so much blood, so much blood...
"*%&??"
"Don't touch me!" It was as if he had returned to his childhood, and he could only express his feelings in the most ordinary way, shaking his head and shouting, and even trying to push the person who came over. This went on for a long time, until he was exhausted.
When he opened his eyes again, he saw a familiar person looking at him with horror.
"I..." This was the person who came to bring me food. I got to know her quite well after a few days. I didn't hurt her, did I? ! "I'm sorry, I don't know what happened to me..."
"Don't move." A cold feeling brushed past my ear, and then I saw a hint of bright red. Only later did I realize the pain. What happened to my ear?
Only then did I realize that what I was wearing was not a so-called terminal at all, but just something I picked up at random and wore on my ears. My former jewelry was also on my ears. Yes, the jewel necklace I wore on my neck was inserted on my ears.
The real terminal was swept to the ground by myself. Did I just look at something by mistake?
"I will tell you what happened today. What happened to you? How are you now? Don't worry, you didn't hurt me, you only hurt yourself... Don't worry too much, you should be free soon, and then find time to come."
"No need to tell them... I'm fine, I just had a little problem..."
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