Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 747 I Want to Be the Anchor in Your Life

"You seem unhappy today, what happened?"

Lelan asked, looking very uncomfortable.

"Am I disliked?"

"You are more popular than most people. Everyone here likes you except..."

This is comforting, but it seems to be of no use, the other person still looks unhappy. Mom said comforting can help, but why doesn't it seem to be of any use?

"You haven't seen my true side... If I were a cowardly and boring guy, would you still like me?" How strange.

Why do you say these boring words for no reason?

"You don't know the real me either."

"Um……"

The look in his eyes was strange, but he was very quiet...

"Every aspect of every person is different. Mom said we should embrace everyone's differences, just like all beauty is different."

"...I'm not a very good person...I have a lot of things I want to tell you..."

"You are a very lovely person. You can talk to me, just like I often talk to my mother..."

I want to be like my mother, so I try to understand everyone as much as possible, be liked by others as much as possible, and listen to others.

Mom doesn't like him. He's weird, he's not like an ordinary human being. Of course, I understand that Mom doesn't really hate him that much. It's just that she can't like him as much as she would an ordinary child. Because he's like an adult, Mom doesn't seem to like him that much...

Because my mother seems to have been betrayed...

"I'm different from many people. I don't want to be like this. I just remember that I was in pain and I wanted it all to end, but it wasn't over... I wanted to end the things that were causing me pain, but I failed. I have some regrets..."

What she said was very confusing, but anyone who has heard her speak can understand it. She also likes to speak like this. Maybe she hates another version of herself?

"Don't be too scared or worried. What did you do to want it to end?"

"...I have committed a crime. I have harmed innocent people, just as they have harmed me..."

"Well... Mom said that if the sin is not serious, it can be forgiven. The most important thing is that they are willing to forgive you. Everyone makes mistakes, but all mistakes are different."

No one can forgive for others, so... the guilty should strive to change, seek so-called forgiveness, and seek to make everything better. Only after being forgiven by the perpetrator can they let go of their guilt a little...

"Thank you for telling me this. Would Miss Norinshi say the same thing?"

"Hmm? Mom? Of course Mom would... These are what Mom told me, and I remember them well."

My mother always treats me so gently, hoping that I will be happy forever. Of course, no one knows what the result will be. Maybe I will be happy, or maybe I will continue to suffer...

"Come to think of it, I've had some troubles in the past, but I won't go into details..."

The other party shook his head and didn't want to continue talking, so what was he just talking about?

"You can tell me whenever you want to talk, I will remember it."

Those eyes were so beautiful, as blue as sparkling gemstones, making it hard to look away, like the sky...

"Your eyes are like the endless sea." There is no emotion, no beauty, only endless silence and despair.

"...Yeah, I think it's like the ocean, too. Mom always thinks my eyes are beautiful, but she prefers to say they're like a soaring sky... beautiful, painless, and full of hope for the future."

"Your mother really likes to use metaphors like this..."

The other person's tone was slightly complaining, but very cute. This must be a cute thought, just like a mother thinks she is cute.

"You're so cute."

"Huh..." His face turned red again. He really is a child who blushes easily...

It doesn't matter, it's very cute. Thinking of this, I smiled the perfect smile I had shown to my mother many times. My mother likes this smile very much, and I also like to see my mother smile like this...

"Why are you blushing, my child..."

"! Although I am younger than you, please don't speak to me in such an elder's tone. It's very embarrassing..."

She lowered her head and stopped talking, so cute...

"I'm a little older than you, so it doesn't matter. Maybe it's more than just a little, maybe it's a lot older than you... I'm of the Immortal Race..."

"...What is it like to live forever?"

I'm sorry, but at least in the less than three years since I was born, I have no way of understanding...

"I can't quite explain it, but if I had to..."

Mom said that missing someone is as painful as living forever...

"Ok?"

"It's a magical feeling, like everything around you changes, but your past remains unchanged. You're constantly reminiscing about the past. Everyone leaves traces, and you get to know the traces of many different people, so you're in pain... But I have my mother. Because of her, I don't feel too much pain. My mother's presence gives me an anchor in this world..."

"...Can I be your anchor?"

"You're very young, so you should be able to stay with me for at least 50 years, right?"

"...Then I will try my best to live longer. I hope you will be happy."

I really hope that the other person is happy. This kind of happiness is a very strange kind of happiness, just like when I open my eyes and see the other person every day, I feel very happy...

"You should be happy too, because you are my best friend."

"Hmm..." The word "best"—what a beautiful name, so beautiful, as if it made everything exist in the most beautiful place...

"Do you want to hear me sing? Mom thinks my singing is very nice. Of course, I don't think it's that good, but Mom said she liked it anyway."

Le Lan actually sat aside and listened to the singing quietly. It was extremely harsh, a bit like a nursery rhyme with a bunch of words wrong...

"..." Do all adults lie like this? Le Lan felt very strange for the first time. How could people still say that this sounded good?

"What's wrong? Doesn't it sound good?" Staring into the other person's eyes, Le Lan shook his head.

"It's not bad, but it's strangely nice, right? At least in my opinion, it's pretty good, probably..."

I really can't bear to say harsh words to that perfect face, otherwise I will be very sad and unhappy...

I should be happy and joyful, not unhappy like I am now...