Chapter 773 This is destiny
Chapter 773 This is destiny
what is this?
Is this a dream?
"You came to see me again. I was wondering why I was so sleepy lately..."
"...I'm looking at you. I've been missing you so much. I'm glad you've started a new life. You've found someone more important than me..."
"...What do you want to do? You should have told my children that, right?" Telling my children that will make them happy forever, how strange...
Actually, it is to make me feel better, but is it really good? Is it really good enough?
"I really want to tell you something. You should understand that it's very painful, and your child is in great pain because of you... It's normal that you can't calmly accept death. You need help, and I want to help you..."
"...Speak now, you really have something to say to me. I understand. You want me to help you, or you want me to help you..."
"...This is your destined ending. You must keep repeating it. This is destiny. This is the most important thing. You understand..."
Don't keep saying "it's fate" or something like that. It's really annoying. Nuo Linxi was really annoyed. She sighed but didn't know how to respond to the other person's words.
"I think fate is really annoying. You want to help me, so just tell me, how do you want to help me? What do you want to help me with?"
I don't want to be rude to him, but forcing him to sleep time and again is already too much.
It didn't work for a long time. I kept feeling sleepy but couldn't really wake up. It was too much, wasn't it?
"...You need to live, you need to live forever... You need to live for a long time, until everything is over. This is destiny, your fate has already been written." A fate that has already been written. Could it be that I am still a part of this game? Could it be that I am still a false sky?
Will my destiny appear before me? Will it allow me to know all this forever?
"I'm not one of these people, and my destiny isn't written in the sky. You know, you've always known I'm not from here, you've always known I don't belong here. I'll get better, and destiny won't bind me..."
My destiny will be determined by myself, right? I will not change my decision, I will not go against my thoughts, I will not do anything that goes against what I want!
"...your fate has already been determined. Please believe me, you can't change it. If you want help, I want to help you..."
His words came from the heart, but they were full of despair. Why did he have to decide my fate? I didn't like this. I didn't like it...
"Go as far as you can. I don't want to be rude to you. You are my benefactor, my teacher, and someone who has always been with me. You are a very good person, but please don't..."
No no no no no no no decide my life!
I was not very polite to the other party because I felt uncomfortable. The other party disturbed me again and again, so I was unhappy and didn't want the other party to say these things.
"Please believe me, you will not be in pain, you will not be desperate, please believe me, you will be happy, please believe me..."
Should I believe you? You brought me here, you brought me to a strange place, didn't you? You killed me and made me wake up, but am I really awake? Are you awake? Am I awake?
I don’t know, you made me indulge in the dreams of the past, and you gave me an abnormal life full of pain!
You told me the world would get better, but did it really get any better? No, no, no, not at all...
This world has always been terrible!
"...I will wake up. You can't make me change. I will wake up."
I will wake up, I will leave this dream that does not belong to me, I will wake up from the dream and face reality, I will not change my decision, I will not change my thoughts, I will keep moving forward...
"You can't wake up until you change your mind. This is the result of what they said. Please believe me, they won't let you go. They won't let you leave..."
"They won't let me go, they won't let me leave. Who are they? Those boring guys, can they beat me..."
"Have you inherited your arrogance? Believe me... I can't beat them, and neither can you, so there's nothing we can do."
He was just an executor. He had no way of asking about all this. He was just the one who executed all this... Nuolinxi understood why the other party didn't actually want to do this.
He sincerely hoped to help me, he sincerely hoped that I could be happy, but there was really no way, he couldn't beat them, he couldn't help me, he couldn't save me...
"I can't make a choice... and you can't make a choice either, is that what you mean?"
I don't want him to suffer. He works very hard and wants me to be happy... But he has always been bound by other things and has always been troubled by other things...
"It will be fine soon..."
Soon, I'm a little different...
who am I?
My name is Nolinxi Eldana, I am the rain of rain, I like my name, I like rain.
I love flowers, I love my face, I love my heart, I love my eyes…
I love it all, I've always loved it all.
"I have never been able to decide what belongs to my life, right? I can't decide? Why?"
Why can't I decide this?
Am I awake?
"Mom? Mom is awake. Are you feeling better now? Are you still sleepy?"
"...Do you have a knife? A dagger will do... a needle will do, anything will do..."
"What's wrong? Wait a minute, I have a dagger with me. I always carry it with me."
The sharp dagger cut my finger and I wanted to rush over to bandage it almost the next moment, but the wound healed quickly.
"...It looks like my body has recovered. It's okay. From now on, you don't have to worry about me leaving you inexplicably. I can stay with you forever..."
The child was stunned for a moment, then stared into his own eyes with a happiness he had never imagined. He was really happy and was crying.
"It's so wonderful that Mom can stay with me forever... You can never leave me again, right? You can stay with me forever, right? You can stay with me forever, right?"
"Well, you can stay with me forever and ever, I can stay with you forever and ever, I can be by your side, I can stay with you forever and ever until there is no other way... Death can't take me away."
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