LRAB Chapter 777 Happiness
Chapter 777 Happiness
How do I tell someone that people are valuable, but that people are more than just valuable? Of course, no one knows the answer. After all, even I don’t know this…
Nuolinxi has been like this since she was a child, hasn't she? Her parents told her that only if she was smart enough would she be loved. Her family told her that only if she was obedient enough and excellent enough would she be praised. The world told her that only if she kept working hard to move forward would she not be hated by the world...
The few lives we have shared tell each other that we cannot stop for even a second, cannot go against each other's wishes, and cannot become someone people dislike. You need to work hard to satisfy others, you need to work hard to make others happy, and your thoughts are never important...
But this was wrong. From the moment she first came into contact with the book, Nolinxi knew it was wrong. She preferred to understand stories about psychology, and the tenderness in fairy tales. She learned a lot, and finally found the answer...
I grew up in the wrong environment.
People who grow up in the wrong environment are like seeds that should be in the rainforest but are thrown into the desert. Even if they manage to sprout and grow, they will eventually become ugly...
After all, for a flower that is supposed to grow only in a rainforest, it takes all its strength to survive in a desert. This is normal, isn't it?
"I want to tell you, my child, that humans are not plants. Plants are for viewing, their fruits are for medicinal purposes, but humans are different. Humans have thoughts, they can speak, and they can achieve what they want to do..."
"Huh? Does that mean I have other abilities?"
"What it means is that people are not plants or trees, so who can be without a heart? I can feel your warm heart, and I can also feel your emotions. When a person has emotions, it means that he can control his own life and choices. You don't have to worry about being abandoned because you are worthless, because there will always be someone who will run towards you regardless of everything." Who would do that?
Maybe the mother would try her best to pursue the other person, and try her best to give love to a person who has no good points. This is too normal. After all, love does not rely on any strange reasons. Love is such a boring thing, and it is so difficult to obtain...
"Is this the kind of person my mother is? Will she love me even though I don't have much value?"
Of course, it's interesting, isn't it? Someone with a life similar to mine, yet different from mine, I will always love you...
"Mom will love you, not because of what you can bring, but because you are you. Mom has said it many times, but if you want to hear it, Mom can keep saying it, because Mom is happy to be with you."
Mom is very happy. Nuolinxi is very happy. After being a mother for so long, I have experienced unconditional love for the first time. Is this how I used to love others? Is this how I used to feel about love?
It turns out I was such a good person before, someone who loved others so unconditionally, so why didn't you want to respond to my love?!
One's past is a sharp blade that will constantly hurt oneself, but it also allows one to have the most control over the situation among all kinds of people, to understand the emotions of many people, and to understand the changes in the emotions of many people.
After all, many times subtle changes in emotions mean a lot of differences. You can understand all of this and you can see all of this.
If you can understand those subtle emotions, then you can control them all. It's fun to control other people's feelings. Nuolinxi has always felt this way, understanding other people's emotions and turning those boring emotions into your own use...
Emotions are both interesting and boring, because people are both boring and interesting. Yeah, that's the conclusion.
"I'm also very happy to be with Mom. I like Mom very much. Mom has always been like this, interesting, and always the way I like her. You will always love me. I'm really happy. Even if I make mistakes in the future, will you still love me?"
The other party was talking about something inexplicable...
"You make mistakes, that means my education isn't good enough, I'm not good enough, so you make mistakes. It's perfectly normal... I'll just keep blaming myself, thinking I've taught you bad things. Do you want your mom to keep blaming herself like this?"
If the other person does something wrong, it means that you have not taught him well enough. You have already started to teach him how to socialize, how to face many hardships in life, and how to face things that you cannot accomplish in your heart. There are too many things to teach him. The more he is like an ordinary person, the better. The more he is like a person with normal values, morality and legal concepts, the better.
"I won't make Mom sad... Mom will be happy, and I won't make her sad. This is my decision..."
Although you can decide your life as you please, it would be bad if you make important people sad.
I don't want to hurt the people who are important to me, because that would make them feel very uncomfortable. I will cry softly, and even curl myself up in unhappiness like before. Mom is a very fragile person. Mom is always unhappy, but she will bury everything...
So don’t do anything that would make Mommy sad, or she’ll cry secretly. That’s right, even for Mommy’s sake, you have to be a good person, someone who loves the world, because Mommy loves the world very much.
Mom loves this world, this beautiful and warm world, so no matter what, you must be a happy person that will make Mom happy.
Teach by example, so love this world. This world is not so good, but it is not so bad either. It will get better and better, just like my mother said...
"The world will become very good. When one day you fall in love with this world, you will no longer want to destroy it." This sentence expresses my own thoughts. When you love this world, you hope it will exist forever and be beautiful forever. You will try your best to make it better instead of thinking about destroying the beauty.
"When I grow up, I want to stay by my mother's side all the time, become someone she likes very much, and make lots of friends. Will she be happy?"
Of course, my child, I would shed tears of joy if you could live your own life like an ordinary person...
"May you always be happy, my child, you must... no, you can be happy forever..."