Genshin Impact: What should I do if I become my own character? !

Chapter 782 I Can’t Blame

"This was indeed your hometown, but it was much colder, and was once covered with ice and snow..."

I hate it, I hate the cold ice and snow. I don’t know when, maybe it was after I came to a place where it snows every year, I no longer like snowflakes...

"I don't like snow."

"You used to be so happy every time it snowed, especially when you were a child. You would have snowball fights, build snowmen, and even collect special snowflakes..."

"..."

"After the lake froze, you couldn't wait to walk on the ice and almost fell. Luckily, he held your hand..."

"...I almost fell into the cold ice..."

"Yes, he was holding your hand, so he fell in, and he was cold all over, and he had to finish something..."

"Is he okay?" He must be fine, after all, he appeared normal in front of me...

"He was shivering from head to toe. After he was fished out, he was covered in frost. He simply changed his clothes, or rather, his coat, and left. He had a lot of things to do, including diplomatic matters, trying to get them to be quiet and obedient, and other things..."

"...I'm such a disobedient child, always hurting the person who truly cares about me..."

"He actually likes you quite a bit. He's very happy when you're around him, a bit like you and your child. To be honest, it's really strange... He really treats you like a child, or rather, like his sister who left..."

"Ok?"

How can I have a younger sister if I haven’t heard of these things?

"He had a sister, a sister who died. His sister was not part of fate, so she was destined to become a victim and destined to leave. He cried for a long time at the time, but it was no use."

"You're obviously him, too. Why don't you have pity on me? Why aren't you sad? I can feel your emotions, your heart..." The other person's divinity seemed to have completely stripped away their humanity, but memories told me that this person wasn't him. Even a god wouldn't want to hurt anyone. He was the most gentle, the saddest, the most tragic person in people's eyes...

"I can no longer feel compassion. My heart has been ripped out. To be honest, I will never feel heartache again for their suffering..."

"You really won't feel heartbroken anymore? Oh, now I remember, it's because of me..."

Because I possessed his heart, that's why it happened... His heart was possessed by me, his heart was occupied by me. I, who had no heart, now had a heart that loved all living things, but he had lost the ability to feel love...

"Don't blame yourself. If it were before, I wouldn't be angry, and I won't be angry now. This is completely normal, so don't blame yourself..."

"You look quite uncomfortable. Does your heart ache? I mean, real pain."

"There will be a little, but it won't be noticeable. After all, my body has long been accustomed to this... It's normal for ordinary people to have no heart. After all, we are gods, so we won't die without a heart..."

"So the wound isn't fatal, so it doesn't exist?"

"...I don't know. I can no longer perceive this. Do you have any other questions?"

"The special flowers on you and the flowers on me..."

"...If it were the flower on our body, we would call it Xiguang..."

"To be honest, the decision I made in my last life and the reason I wanted to name my organization in this life were all because of this flower, right?"

"... Perhaps a little. This flower symbolizes hope. It will be placed on us by an adult. Once placed on us, we cannot take it off unless we die... At least while we are still human, we can only take it off after death... If we don't have relatives to help us remove it, we need to cut it off. If it is tied to our hands, we need to cut off the entire hand, remove the flower, and place it in front of the tombstone."

"...Don't you think it's a bit too scary?"

"...The flowers cut by loved ones after death represent the hope they instill in you. Having no loved ones means losing your last hope." He spoke calmly, as if he had anticipated everything. "I can no longer express all this with such a strange feeling..."

"Can it only be my own relatives?"

"It has to be a blood relationship, and it has to be a direct lineage. Honestly, I don't think this agreement is necessary, but it's the best one they've followed..."

He followed unimportant matters very well, but didn't follow any of the important matters. He put the cart before the horse, and was annoying, but the gods couldn't bear to hurt him...

"How disgusting! Don't you think your thoughts are as disgusting and annoying as ever? To be honest, I even think you're asking for trouble by being so high and mighty, but I have no right to scold you. You've done so much for me, and you weren't like this before..."

"...In the past, I might have held you, let you tell me everything, and then let you cry in my arms for a while. To be honest, it's very strange... Why did I think that in the past? Why did I want everyone to be happy in the past? It's really unexpected, it's really strange..."

"...You will live happily. I apologize for my previous behavior. I shouldn't have scolded any of you, and I shouldn't have hurt you..."

"Words can hurt, and everyone understands that. It's normal. I'm not actually that sad. After all, I'm not sad. He might be a little unhappy, but it won't be too serious, right?"

"Your eyes are beautiful, pure gold, full of divinity. Eyes represent the difference between divinity and humanity. To be honest, I think you are amazing. I always have. You are different from them all. You are powerful, indifferent, speechless, and quiet."

"All of this is the answer given by fate, so you should wake up. Your instrument has almost dissipated, and I have dragged on those emotions, so don't be unhappy. Enjoy life well, enjoy the blooming flowers. The same life, that is the happiness you are pursuing..."

I finally understand why when I chat with someone, all the sad things in my heart disappear as I talk. It's really an amazing ability. Does this ability really exist?

"...You devoured my emotions?"

"I swallowed all the tragic emotions, and I also swallowed some of your anger. It tastes very good."