LRAB Chapter 249 Harry, did you know that my Patronus is also a deer!
Chapter 249 Harry, did you know that my Patronus is also a deer!
It seems that at the beginning, Harry was just too bored while waiting for himself, so he talked to Zhang Qiu more.
……
When facing the message sent by Draco on the parchment, there was also accumulated dissatisfaction in it.
Dissatisfied with Draco's willingness to only occasionally show his affection in secret,
Dissatisfied with her always choosing her family over the opposition,
He was dissatisfied that she only cared about his temper but never paid attention to the loneliness and confusion in his heart.
He was dissatisfied that she had hastily left a piece of letter just to maintain the relationship when she learned that Voldemort had returned.
"I know it's not a good idea to think that way, and I'm not saying there's something wrong with you."
"It's just that sometimes I really feel...I am so far away from you."
Harry said somewhat frustratedly.
As he spoke, he raised his eyebrows several times.
I couldn't believe that the boy in front of me could be so brazen.
It is also hard to imagine that he has never thought about all the sacrifices he has made.
But looking through his bloodshot eyes, he couldn't help feeling the bitterness in his heart.
Due to his awkward personality and aristocratic upbringing, he is always not used to expressing his emotions too directly.
Not to mention this kind of love and longing, which she had never experienced except from her parents and Severus.
Only then did I realize that what I thought were hints and considerations might always be just hints and considerations I thought were.
"I didn't mean to say it was you who caused it."
“It’s really my problem that this happened.”
"I just want you to know that if I could control it, I wouldn't do this. You don't deserve to be-"
Perhaps it was the silence while he pondered his feelings that made Harry anxiously defend himself.
He really had no intention of shirking responsibility, but he felt endless self-blame and genuine frustration at the same time.
Indeed, he understood in his mind that whenever Harry was chatting and laughing with Zhang Qiu, he would inevitably think of himself.
“No one is worth it.”
He cut Harry off calmly.
Seeing his obvious sadness, she spoke again calmly.
"No one deserves to be misunderstood and attacked like this."
"No one deserves to live in the shadow of being killed for the rest of their lives."
Only now did I understand what Harry had endured over the past few months.
But why, until now?
Snowflakes were scattered around the two people in a noisy and chaotic manner along with the sound of the wind.
This is in contrast to the gentle breeze by the Black Lake in early spring.
"I believe you."
Repeating what had happened in the Potions classroom, it only added more sadness to Harry's eyes, which were already filled with sorrow.
They stared at each other silently amid the whistling wind that stung their faces, as if they finally understood each other's thoughts.
They all miss each other more deeply than expected, but they also know that they still care...
I don't know how much time passed before they spoke in unison.
""sorry.""
We are deeply sorry for each other.
""Thank you.""
And coincidentally, they feel grateful and cherish each other.
"Please, don't get too close to Voldemort. If you really have to get close, be safe... I hope this separation won't be long."
"Well, I hope this separation won't be long... Remember that there are many people who expect you to act impulsively, so... don't get angry so easily."
Before passing each other, they exchanged reminders.
I secretly understand that if he hadn't been impulsive, why would he be waiting for me outside the lounge?
"Draco..."
Looking at him, his hands trembled reluctantly.
I know what Harry wants, but I no longer allow myself to crave warmth.
"Harry."
Nodding.
She stepped forward gently and pressed her lips lightly against Harry's cheek, as soft as a feather, carrying deep affection and endless warmth.
Only then did he notice that his fingertips were unusually swollen and red.
It seemed that he was writing furiously when the parchment caught fire unexpectedly, and was accidentally burned.
He had been looking forward to discovering that night.
It seems that they want to see what the Room of Requirement can become for each other.
I hope that in a mysterious space I can turn back time and space and reverse all this.
I found that he had wanted to pull back and turn around, but he felt guilty about it.
It was still the same thought as when I first saw the guardian angel transform.
As he walked past Harry, his eyes were as lonely and cold as a black pool in the dead of winter.
The heart was frozen to the bottom of the pond, and was shrunk by the water in the darkness without any light.
As long as I can confirm my feelings through the guardian angel, it is enough.
"You know what? My patronus is also a deer."
The joy and shyness that cannot be expressed can only be buried deep in the heart with a sigh.
At least he didn't hurt himself intentionally.
At least, we didn't separate due to misunderstandings...
No problem, it's just a brief separation.
Harry and Draco both tacitly agreed to this in their hearts.
There were so many mistakes, but it was the wrong era, otherwise there wouldn't be so many twists and turns...
I unconsciously thought of my little cousin.
If only they weren't living in Voldemort's time. (It's just a temporary separation, not a breakup, it's just for the development of the plot. They can't just ignore each other and let Voldemort do this later, right? That would be a real bad ending. All of this is for the final happy ending, hope you can understand)
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Hogwarts had the quietest Christmas in a long time.
Gryffindor, Slytherin, and Ravenclaw all fell silent for different reasons.
The castle was filled with a strange atmosphere, and even Umbridge was deeply affected and no longer dared to patrol the hall without permission.
After saying goodbye to Harry, even though the term wasn't over yet,
Harry, Granger and the Weasley family mysteriously disappeared on campus.
This gave Draco some breathing room.
At least, before the holiday is over, I won’t have to see myself in such a state of turmoil.
On the evening of the holiday, on platform nine and three quarters, Narcissa waited for him in silence.
After quietly saying goodbye to Pansy Daphne Astoria, she disappeared with her mother.
Returning to my home after half a year.
As soon as I stepped into the hallway, my father, whom I had not seen for a long time, rushed forward.
Before I could even say a word of greeting, he hugged me tightly.
"I'm home, Dad."
Burying my forehead between my father's shoulders, I was so willful after a long time.
Let your soul rest in the tenderness of Lucius and Narcissa.
Comfort and warmth slightly blunted the scars deep in my heart.
Before Draco could savor the warmth, Narcissa had already pulled her daughter away.
She frowned, looked at her husband worriedly, and led Draco to the study.
Still a little dazed, I saw my mother staring at me with a serious expression.
"Use Legilimency on Mom, Draco."
Draco looked at Narcissa in disbelief, but calmed down when he saw his mother's commanding gaze.
Looking at my mother's frowning brows, in the waves of consciousness, I saw the familiar living room window from long ago.